(re)start.

"even when we moved to the rooms that the sindi friend had recommended, i was still not feeling comfortable in london, i was missing home and my country. i kept thinking of my mother's love and, at night, tears would come to my eyes, and i couldn't fall asleep. it was impossible to talk to someone about how i was feeling and, even if i did, what difference would it make? nothing would ease my anguish. (...) i was, therefore, between the cross and the wall. (...) now that i was here i should go until the end of the three years, an inner voice said to me."

(mohandas k. ghandi, "an autobiography - the story of my experiments with truth")


i restart myself from scratch.

i build
myself
only
one more time.

i travel
inside
and out
of who i was
and now am.


no matter the strength of what i left behind
- all that, with pain on the lips,
lived its undeserved death -,
i now
now
open
way:
i smile at the future and return to myself.


" i shall not regret it, what is gone is gone
i am leaving, my time is done
i have a lot to discover
i'm sorry but i have to go

i'm going to the world cuz there's nothing left for me here
it's the end of the show
and don't be hurt because i'm leaving
that's just how i am

changes
here comes my train
come my train
i'm going and i'm gonna be fine now
changes
here comes my train
come my train
i know it's time and now i'm gonna be fine
- always onwards, never backwards

nothing much to it but i'm gonna have fun
while life allows it
i'm gonna try and make good friends only
if needed, to help as well

and now freedom and the horizon
only you didn't get it
new york, ipanema or hong kong
that's where i'll be


changes
here comes my train
come my train
i'm going and i'm gonna be fine now
changes
here comes my train
come my train
i know it's time and now i'm gonna be fine
- always onwards, never backwards

free
i feel sublime
people more people
the sun and the blue sea


changes
here comes my train
come my train
i'm going and i'm gonna be fine now
changes
here comes my train
come my train
i know it's time and now i'm gonna be fine
- always onwards, never backwards
- always onwards, never backwards

(lyrics by seu jorge)


....



for ALL your strength,
my people
from different networks,
thank you
so much.